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Adult daughter of alcoholic continues to struggle

By Amy Dickinson, Tribune Content Agency on

Dear Amy: I am an adult professional woman with two teenage children. I am divorced, and the survivor of an abusive alcoholic mother.

I have been through years of counseling and have struggled with anxiety my entire life. My relationship with my mother has always been my burden.

As my children have gotten older, my mom's health has deteriorated. She doesn't call or attend birthday parties or sporting events, and tries to put the burden on me. I have not had a mother for most of my life and she doesn't seem to care.

Now that she is sick from her chosen lifestyle, she wants again to pull us toward her because she needs us, not because she wants to make amends or apologize.

People view me as cold-hearted, but I let her abuse me until I had children and only then was I able to pull away. All I ever wanted was for her to love me.

She has broken my heart so many times and affected all of my relationships because when the only person on earth who is supposed to love you abuses and rejects you, you're afraid to love.

 

I'm going to a psychiatrist and a counselor and they say to protect myself and to go with my heart. I'm so conflicted. I really don't like her, but she is my mother. I've spent 46 years of my life trying to please her, and she just disappoints me.

What do you think? Do I keep trying, or just move on with my life?

-- Angry in Iowa

Dear Angry: Moving on starts with acceptance. You need to accept your bad luck at growing up in the household of an alcoholic parent. You deserved better -- everyone does -- but you didn't get the parent you deserved to have (but your own children did -- lucky them!).

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